@marcos.diaz

[heliophilous]

with everything that's gone on lately, i had a question.

if given the choice, how many people would stay here and how many people would leave? i get that it's a pretty personal question and don't feel like you've gotta answer. i'm just curious considering the way the place has changed lately and the people that have been lost.

could you live your life here? or would you leave and take your chances?

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[heliophilous]

you're important to me too.

[gasping]

if she was here, would you leave?

[ what a stupid question to ask ... but she can't help herself. if they could be a family. (they doesn't include caroline, but. could it?) ]

[heliophilous]

i don't know.

[ it's an exceptionally hard question to answer. ]

maybe. there's still a lot unfinished back home. and i started it. i would want to finish it.

[gasping]

[ he has a right to go back. she won't (can't) stand in his way of doing that. but she can't pretend like the idea that, at some point in the future, the loss of his company won't hurt.

so she's not sure what to say in return. ]

i hope you can. you deserve that.

[heliophilous]

[ has her hurt her feelings? offended her? done something wrong? ]

are you okay?

[gasping]

yeah.

[ no? yes? she's nursing her metaphorical wounds, maybe. a little sensitive. ]

sorry, i didn't mean to be a bummer.

[heliophilous]

you weren't.

this is all hypothetical, remember.

i'm still here.

[gasping]

i know.
where's here?

[ she just wants to cuddle, okay ]

[heliophilous]

my apartment.
the new place.

[gasping]

do you like it?

[ are you going to invite her over ]

[heliophilous]

yeah, i like it.

do you want to come see it?

[ come see him? ]

[gasping]

i thought you'd never ask.
i'll be right over.

[ literally. zoom zoom zoom and the rest of the lyrics from zenon the zequel. ]