@gaby

[vns]

[ this was supposed to be one of Gaby's days off. in fact, she's not in the safehouse when the message comes in. ]

Turns out that we're missing two new faces around the safehouse.

I'd play a guessing game as to why I wasn't told, but I don't care. These two faces apparently murdered two people that night.

I don't know who they are, but I do know that they're locked up. Any guesses as to what's going to happen to them?

Genuine question. Because I don't know.

Oh, and because some of you think you can do whatever the hell you want around here: don't think the way out for them is a jail break. Don't even fucking try it. And no, Morningstar isn't in the business of breaking people out of jail, because that would be stupid.

[ she's a little angry. no. a lot. but mostly she doesn't know how to handle this one. ]

Look. You know something? Tell me. You won't be "in trouble."

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[reneger]

( markus already has jason under his thumb. already knows him deeper than the surface level bullshit he spouts out when he's angry. upset. like this. he knows jason isn't the heartless monster he's trying to seem like he is.

which means jason just has to push the envelope further. this is so much easier over text. )

it's all bullshit.
we're not friends, you were just a convenience. knew how to stich me up and came when i called for you
guy with a bleeding heart like you? easiest way to keep you on a leash was to pretend i had one, too

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[saviorexe]

[He knows to put so very little stock into any of this. Connor had already called him out on being self-destructive, and Markus thinks he’s witnessing this first hand, with all the pieces of explosive shrapnel directed at him this time. They still cut and sting — any emotional creature can’t be completely unaffected by words like that — but ever patient, ever trying to be steady while a storm swirls around him, Markus still replies calmly.]

I don’t believe that. Not at all.

[Plenty of others could have stitched him up. Hell, Markus would’ve aided him even if they were just two strangers that were unlikely to get along. Markus is helpful, yes, even possessing something of a bleeding heart — but he is equally stubborn, hard to keep on a ‘leash’ with his own brand of willful spirit. There are easier targets by far, if the point was manipulation. He knows that Jason must know that, too.]

Why are you pushing me away? If you need to time to breathe, or to detach yourself from this conversation, then just tell me. I’ll respect that.

Otherwise, I’m just trying to understand you.

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[reneger]

( he hates this. hates how well markus reads between the lines. how well he knows jason todd, the man under the shitty half-assed masked he wears. how jason's trying his fucking best to get markus to lay off and markus--knows. knows he is intentionally being a jackass to push him away. to get markus to lay off.

because what it means is that jason does have to push harder. has to hurt him. has to tell him to fuck off in a way that sparks pain rather than the anger he's going for. markus doesn't get angry, easy. and jason hates relying on pain for shit like this. )

i told you about the pit, didn't i
how it burned everything away
it burned this shit away, too. caring for people. giving a damn
i just fake it to get by
i never gave a shit about you, markus. you're just another pretty face willing to lend a hand
and i'm fucking sick of seeing it

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[saviorexe]

[Jason's trying to push the knife in. Markus knows it. The keenness of daggers being slung back at him, in the form of text messages popping up in his vision, will only become sharper and sharper the more he tries to slide under the surface of Jason's frustration, that core he keeps hidden from public view.

Even so? That's still harsh. It's still not easy to read.]

So that's all it took, then? Me trying to be reasonable with you, and suddenly you're tired of me? Suddenly it's all been nothing more than an act?

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[reneger]

( he hates this so much. hates hurting markus, hates throwing people away. hates the kind of asshole he's becoming (again) how much he's hurting people who don't deserve it (again). and god, it hurts. aches deep in his heart, jason can't stand it. )

yep

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[saviorexe]

[Markus could say so many things to that one-word answer. Could provide reasons why he doesn't believe that to be true at all, where the contradictions lie; that not caring would actually mean not reacting so stringently in this way, that if he had all of his empathy stripped from him, he'd not even pretend to give a whit about his own. Wouldn't have a made a post about one gone lost not that long ago.

And yet, like all good leaders, Markus knows how to pick and choose his battles. Even if he goes away stinging a little from the injuries.]

I still don't believe it. But I think now is also a good time to detach myself from this conversation. I'll give you a chance to cool down.

I'm a text away if you change your mind and want to continue this talk later.