[ he'd had to do that. he'd had to climb out of the pit that he'd fallen in after joining the cartel and pull himself together to be a man that someone would trust enough to put their lives in his hands when so many opposing forces existed that wanted to tear them apart. ]
You learn or you lose yourself entirely. And then what? You drink yourself to death? What happens if he comes back? Then you're instantly okay again? You can't be so dependent on one person.
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[ he'd had to do that. he'd had to climb out of the pit that he'd fallen in after joining the cartel and pull himself together to be a man that someone would trust enough to put their lives in his hands when so many opposing forces existed that wanted to tear them apart. ]
You learn or you lose yourself entirely. And then what? You drink yourself to death? What happens if he comes back? Then you're instantly okay again? You can't be so dependent on one person.