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lite brite ([personal profile] heliophilous) wrote in [community profile] meadowlark2019-05-09 12:43 pm

@marcos.diaz

So, this isn't my first time being here, I've learned. I'm still wrapping my head around the whole thing but there's a few of you that know me and I don't know anything about you except what I've learned in the last few weeks.

You all probably know more about me than I know about you and that's weird. Nothing I can do about it but it's weird all the same. I half want to make lists of what you know about me so I can compare and contrast. I'm not going to though. You guys deserve to keep those memories of him — me — for yourselves.

Sorry that I'm not him, though.

Anyway, I'm not smart enough to really have an explanation on why this happened. I don't know if I was here and had my memories wiped and then got sent back. Pretty clear that messing with heads is pretty normal here and it wouldn't be a stretch where I come from either. But is there a way to test for that without cracking my head open?

Or I could be totally different person which just gets into science stuff that's above my pay grade. But I can't rule it out. Two of me. No one wants that, though. I don't know which explanation I really prefer either.

I need a drink.


[ for a few reasons. it feels like he's been barely hanging on for awhile now and this whole side trip to a futuristic society was really testing his ability to stay afloat. ]

Where's a good place to get a drink?
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[personal profile] motivation 2019-05-25 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
you may not stare at yourself in mirrors but you must've seen yourself in one before all this

[ point being: does "not horrible" really come as a surprise? ]
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[personal profile] motivation 2019-05-25 04:48 pm (UTC)(link)
calling me shallow?

[ she is. and she's got no problem with it. ]
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[personal profile] motivation 2019-05-25 04:59 pm (UTC)(link)
damn straight
don't worry, I was messing with you
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[personal profile] motivation 2019-05-25 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
making promises again?
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[personal profile] motivation 2019-05-26 11:02 am (UTC)(link)
can't wait for you to deliver
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[personal profile] motivation 2019-05-26 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)
guess we will